เพลง LOST

Song: LOST

Artist: NF, Hopsin

Look

Self-awareness

Pride's a coat and yes

I like to wear it

Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in

With a pair of gloves

That I hope doesn't perish

I discovered, though

When I get holes in them

And I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits

My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot

Just repeatin' lyrics

I can barely bear it when I'm lost

Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down

It like a gun's barrel

Aren't we all searchin' for the serum

That could help us breathe

And leave our state of peril

All of us have made defensive scarecrows

That we scatter 'round our fields

And treat like heroes

When they scare away the things

That we should cherish

'Cause we're too embarrassed

To admit the fear is that we're lost

Yeah, but what does it matter

I get so combative

Inside of me's a personal canvas

The paint can be splattered

Get messy when I start to get rattled

The heart of a savage

I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows

But somethin' don't add up

I don't wanna be overdramatic

But look at the data

It's obvious that humans are fragile

We tend to get mad at the ones

That call us out but the fact

Is we need someone

That'll be honest when we fly off the handle

I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel

Keep my wits, been off the grid

But now I'm back in the saddle

My intent is not to rent

I like to own what I value

I could sit here on the fence

Or maybe pick up the paddle

I like to row against the current

That's the way that I travel

Opposite of what the grain does

Got the brain of a rebel

Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level

I never could settle

I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah

I'd love to pack arenas and all

But what I really wanna do

Is learn to handle my thoughts

And put the reins on 'em, show 'em

I'm the one that's the boss

And pull 'em back when they get out of hand

I'm breakin' they jaws

I'm takin' the flaws, that told me

I could never evolve

Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em,

Oh, you think you're in charge

You oughta know better

Ain't no way around it, I'm flawed

The traits that I want

They say I can't afford what it cost

But I, manifested this

Failing's how you grow

And learn your lessons, kids

Take the worst and try

To make the best of it

'Cause when you fail

Just know that it's a test and if

You can learn to pick

Yourself back up again

And train your brain to not

Be such a pessimist

It's okay to make mistakes

Just don't forget that There's a high road

But I skip the exit when I'm lost (Lost)

Yeah

When I'm lost

When I'm lost (Lost)

When I'm lost

When I'm lost, lost

Wow, these burdens are heavy

And I'm hopin' it don't bury me

I used to be joyful and skip so merrily

But now I'm too cautious

And tip toe carefully

My mind left and it's nowhere to be found

Am I a big ol' parody

'Cause it's no fair to me

And now I'm at the point where

I'm spending a grand

A week on hypnotherapy

Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins

I got a group of loved ones

That ain't my friends

And if I ever take an L

Then they might grin

And they all wanna see me stay

In the cage I'm in

So when it come to anybody

There's no trust for no one

Man, so what My whole plan's to go nuts

My shoulders ready for more shrugs

I'm gon' judge

Anybody tryna enter my circle

With no love (Hol' up)

My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn

From this planet they planted me on

Yes, that's a reward

I'm actually bored

With having a sore heart

It's torn apart from a family

That I don't have anymore (Now hol' up)

I was livin' so oblivious with millions

It really was a pity, huh (A pity, huh)

It's kinda funny what a penny does

Mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck)

Life's got me by the neck

With a blade against it (What)

Guess I was runnin' late

For the train and missed it (What)

The only thing I feel

Is pain and vengeance (What)

So I'ma act out like a ragin' misfit (What)

And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic (Yeah)

You wanna hate me

Good, great, terrific (Good)

You'll never see the day

Where my anger's dismissed

You better go and change

Your wishlist 'cause I

Yeah, manifested this

Do not treat me

Like some adolescent kid

I am prayin' to the Lord

With the Book of James hopin'

He gon' add my testament

This dark cloud, that's my residence

Demons knockin',

I don't have to let 'em in

I done made mistakes, day to day,

You probably can't relate

I just ain't the same when I'm lost (Lost)

Yeah

When I'm lost

When I'm, when I'm lost (Lost)

When I'm lost

When I'm lost, lost