เพลง Since Pac Died (Explicit)

Since Pac Died (Explicit) - Jeezy

Lyrics by：Jay Jenkins

Composed by：Jay Jenkins

Produced by：J.U.S.T.I.C.E League

Justice league

Justice league

Justice league

Justice league

Yeah

Turn me down just a lil' bit

Yeah

I ain't shed a tear since Pac died

Don't know why it hit me when Pop died

Brooklyn lost one I don't even know the homie

Still runnin' from my demons there's an omen on me

Like that time they tried to charge my first born with murder

Got me callin' every lawyer that I ever heard of

Oh Lord please tell me what you see in me

Teary-eyed they got my baby boy on TMZ

Balled up in the bed feelin' like a failed father

Then I tried to stand up and I fell farther

Mama died and I didn't know how to grieve

That's the last time that a smoked some w**d

That 'za had me in my head I might break for real

Contract with the devil I might sign a deal

Oh Lord have mercy I just wanna see her

I'd trade places with her now I just wanna be her

All I seen in my face was a twenty-five

She said

Take your a*s to school or you won't be alive

Swear that she hit me with my own hand

What I'm sayin' my mama slapped like a grown man

Baby raising babies I forgive you mama

You had to clean them people's toilets I was with you mama

Two bedroom trailer I was so ashamed

Had Spaghetti

Os for dinner all I taste is pain

Single black mother that's the reason right

Meanwhile I don't know if I can read or write

Somebody pay the light bill we gon' see tonight

When your future gets dark all you see is white

I just tried and tried but I never died

Uncle Wade my best customer he always fried

When you asked me am I good I just always lied

Streets sucked my soul dry that's why I'm always tired

Served d**e fiend Jackie that's Tameka mama

I should be ashamed I'm part of Tameka's trauma

Prettiest dark-skinned girl in the whole school

Even brought my bomb to class thought I was so cool

I hope you're lovin' Heaven

And you ain't embarrassed

You can tell 'em that your baby

Boy's known in Paris

Yeah I know I made a mess but

I'ma clean it up

Had to cut the fat from 'round me

Had to lean it up

Please send a sign if you hear me mama

Yeah this lil' Jay I'm hopin' you forgive me mama

By the way I had a beef and shot at DJ Drama

Apologized about it yeah I'm tryna keep the honor

Same time healed I'm tryna beat my trauma

And be a natural-born leader until I see you mama

That was on my heart and I don't know why

I'm puttin' on my shades y'all gon' make me cry